Friday, July 31, 2009

:Confused..blank.

so now.. i am in my sis room on the bed and blogging
i'm suppose to be doing majalah..completing it..its due like..what
last week!
ahh.. i'm so useless..
my marks are screwed
my life is a blunder
but i thankk god for giving me one more day to live everyday.
I got a lot of sins
i donno how am i gonno make them gone..
sigh..

K wait.. i now got wuduk
i suppose to solat isyak
i have been with this wuduk for like nearly 30 minutes..
what am i still doing here..
anyway..since i'm blogging might as well i continue..

i donno what to feel
i don wanna feel anything
that particular person..
ahh..forget bout it..
its all about happiness
the fact that i always deny i care..but i care..
ahh
my sentences are jumbled up..but if u rearrange them
it makes sense
not a perfect sense..
but it makes sense

that particular person...
leave and go...
my heart..
empty and filled..
my feelings..
in a chaos...
my school work...
lost...
my problems...
piling up..
my studies and marks..
on the back of my head...
my friends....
shutting them up in my mind... (sorry, it sound wrong)
in a nicer way.. my friends = helping me but i chose not to listen
yeah..thats a nice way to say it...

kk
i wanna solat..
have a piece of peaceful mind...

posted at 10:22 PM